leap net appear

you can't cuddle in a bulletproof vest. or, how I am destined for fantasy.

recently, my authentic voice came from the ether to say to me: you are definitely ready for a relationship! it went on to describe this relationship for which I am "ready" as characteristically both light and heavy; infinitely loving, passionate, honest, precisely idyllic and happy. this, to be carried out with a man so light, and so heavy, equal parts charm and calm, both attentive and aloof, grounded and grand.

haha. 


thank you, wise voice, for reminding that I am not ready for heartbreak.